I had a lot of first in the last six months
first Halloween -- his favorite holiday
first New Year's
first Valentine's Day
first wedding anniversary -- our 7th
The last major event will be his birthday on May 30. Of course then comes the one year anniversary of losing him.
Maybe the second or third year will be a little easier. Maybe I can think of him without crying or losing my breath. Dear God, it has to be easier, just a little.
I am very grateful for the love and support of my mom and brother, my friends, both here and online, especially my best friends Allison and Lesa, and everyone of you who come and visit my blog. I don't know what I would do without any of you. Thank you so much for being there.
I love you and miss you so very much, my dearest darling love.